Denial

I find it hard to believe my family still doesn't believe I suffer from autism or that my sons are not affected. How crass and dysfunctional.

My oldest son is suffering an amygral hijack and is depressed with his life and job. He wants to move or escape over to here. That is not a solution, he is impossible to live with, the clutter, and rigid thought structure.

The dog is recovering from a inner ear infection. She is not her old self, seems to be more reserved.

Small Claims Court

As I listened to Judge Robert Smith, he was balanced in law, missing a lot in emotional intelligence and was not hearing my claim. I was whitewashed, anotherwords, took it in the shorts and left wondering....

The justice system is not the place to win the hearts and minds of people. Judges are trained in not listening to EI (emotional intelligence). Sad.

The business owners I sued left in a crude and unpleasant manner. To me that shows me I was right and I choose not to recomment them to anyone.

Aspies listen with their heart and when sense doesn't make sense they act out or withdraw.

Balance

Had a balanced day working the phones and working pulling weeds in the garden. Found some more musk thistles in the far part of the field. Cut them down upon discovery.

Wheat crop is wonderously robust here this year as testified by the green grass and the trees putting on new growth. Flowers are abundant in the yard, potatoes are nearly 2 feet high from early planting.

Anything that hounds you, can't help you. Guy Finley

Blogging

Blogging is of no use unless it is found and used according to Sean Penn and Mack Collier.
Blogging is not about sounding off just to be sounding off or to list your insecurities or complaints.

Found in a definition the other day that schizotypal in a child is caused by the parents he has and how they treat him or her. Interesting , that is what Daniel Goleman and Daniel Amen say about what autism is caused by also. Are we blind to the violence we pass onto our children by our lack of self control and love.

Austism is driven by a child's need to feel secure and loved, take that away and he lives in an inner world of self created by self.

Then take the synergistic effect of modern thinking and you have children lost in a sea of artifical reality, wondering why black and white doesn't work or why gray areas is now the norm.

Francis Schaeffer answers these and more questions.

So according to social media, unless what I have to input is used, my material is null and void. Isn't that discrimination of some kind?