No response but one critic on my emailing wind generation customers. What a bummer that has been today. Sensing a need to be resourceful, but how.
Reading Gary Spence's book"How to Argue and Win Every Time". I like it even though it smacks of Buddhism. Trying isn't enough for him, just do it.
What do I do next? How do I get to LA with enough money to attend Ecker's Train the Trainer session?
I feel like I need to sell something. Turned down an offer on a 2001 TC van. Guy wanted too much.
Spoke with Adam a bit. He called to thank me for helping him the other day. Unusual, his mom may have put him up to it.
Quiet day, bummed out. read some, took the dog for a walk. Wind has died down, very pleasant outside now.
Moodiness is the word. Got up about 3am and read some Twitter blogs. Google is considering buying Twitter? Wonder when Blitztime will come to Google.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
Friday
Finished emailing customers on wind generators. Windy.
Worked on the business today. Quiet, noticed the anger again this morning. I wonder what is bringing it on.
Looking at a 2001 van, wants $7000, only worth about $2500 on ebay.
Not much to say. Spoke with Sheri from Amen Clinics today. Messed up on Blitz.time.
Worked on the business today. Quiet, noticed the anger again this morning. I wonder what is bringing it on.
Looking at a 2001 van, wants $7000, only worth about $2500 on ebay.
Not much to say. Spoke with Sheri from Amen Clinics today. Messed up on Blitz.time.
What happened?
Started the day with terrible negative attitude. Ex needed help with a flat tire 12 miles from home.
Found that I also needed to help with some errands with son out in Bellingham, WA. Just some mail pickup and delivery.
The tire came moments after having inspected the tires for flats. Almost more than I wanted.
Found myself at Walmart later dealing with another flat. Slowed down and reminded myself I didn't want that kind of self talk in my life at all.
From there on, a wonderous day, plenty energy. I know what it was that changed me.
In talking with Ken at Home Depot, I started joking, needing the stimulation for the PFC or prefrontal cortex.
Dr. Daniel Amen talks about this in his book on ADD.
Found that I also needed to help with some errands with son out in Bellingham, WA. Just some mail pickup and delivery.
The tire came moments after having inspected the tires for flats. Almost more than I wanted.
Found myself at Walmart later dealing with another flat. Slowed down and reminded myself I didn't want that kind of self talk in my life at all.
From there on, a wonderous day, plenty energy. I know what it was that changed me.
In talking with Ken at Home Depot, I started joking, needing the stimulation for the PFC or prefrontal cortex.
Dr. Daniel Amen talks about this in his book on ADD.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Thursday
I find myself irrate at the tiniest of infractions from others this morning. Called out to change a tire for the ex, after just inspecting the tires before she left for work. Drove 30 miles to do that.
I feel like a slave to others cause I am so generous. I am tired of it. Nothing is changing here like I would like to see it.
Guy Finley states that "my situation is my self" What is this saying about me?
I surely am tired of the domination by others and the repressed memories that keep me in these autistic ways.
I feel like a slave to others cause I am so generous. I am tired of it. Nothing is changing here like I would like to see it.
Guy Finley states that "my situation is my self" What is this saying about me?
I surely am tired of the domination by others and the repressed memories that keep me in these autistic ways.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Farm Show
Farm show today. Glad I didn't have a booth for the wind turbines I sell. Walked around and intro
myself to those I thought I would like to get to know. Kinda worked out.
Worked on website with my son, got it to where I wanted it. Nice feeling. Had a bite to eat with him before I traveled 2 hours home.
Took time to consciously enjoy being around my son and to listen. He talked about his cats, Fabian and Pedro, and his visiting cat. He is funny. Talked about his brother Adam and how he thinks and how he thinks, similar to his mom. Amazing, he is learning.
He had positive sayings on the frig, didn't take much to notice them or ask him about them. Encouraged though. He has changed mightly in the last 6 months.
myself to those I thought I would like to get to know. Kinda worked out.
Worked on website with my son, got it to where I wanted it. Nice feeling. Had a bite to eat with him before I traveled 2 hours home.
Took time to consciously enjoy being around my son and to listen. He talked about his cats, Fabian and Pedro, and his visiting cat. He is funny. Talked about his brother Adam and how he thinks and how he thinks, similar to his mom. Amazing, he is learning.
He had positive sayings on the frig, didn't take much to notice them or ask him about them. Encouraged though. He has changed mightly in the last 6 months.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Cold Day
Cold day, cut firewood and stayed by the fire. About 0 degrees. Tried again on the website, sure disspirited about it. Will be out of town tomorrow.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Godaddy
Godaddy site is a joke. Slow service and confusing development templates, slow server or overloaded server.
Wait times of 12 minutes is ridiculous.
Their page designer doesn't function. Wow.
Got a letter about Thomas Hallowell Sr.. from Nebraska. Wonder what it is about?
Wind and snow here today. Had some interesting conversations on Blitz.time about being able to let NT's know what I am thinking and speaking up. Strange. All these years and no one wouldn't take time to understand what I was trying to say as an Aspie.
It is clumbersome and awkward at the least. Found a blogger, Sheila Schoonover, misspelled. Like her clarity and passion, also her love for Jesus Christ.
Wait times of 12 minutes is ridiculous.
Their page designer doesn't function. Wow.
Got a letter about Thomas Hallowell Sr.. from Nebraska. Wonder what it is about?
Wind and snow here today. Had some interesting conversations on Blitz.time about being able to let NT's know what I am thinking and speaking up. Strange. All these years and no one wouldn't take time to understand what I was trying to say as an Aspie.
It is clumbersome and awkward at the least. Found a blogger, Sheila Schoonover, misspelled. Like her clarity and passion, also her love for Jesus Christ.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Thursday
The time has come to build a website for Blue Sky Wind Solutions. Decided to donate portion of the sales to Autism, DNA genealogical studies, and donating wind generators to developing countries.
Found some sense in using wind turbines on farm pivots today. Electrical supplier had the answers, not the irrigation companies. One company set me on hold, another refused to return my calls (3), and others just didn't know.
I have a customer asking about the use of single phase wind energy for 3 phase use. Electricity is energy and can be converted to what is needed. Simple.
Warm day. Got some progress in getting the engine into the caravan. Feel good about that.
Takes me a bit to do things in small bits. Focus is hard. A sympton of ADD.
Still reading Amen's book on ADD.
Found some sense in using wind turbines on farm pivots today. Electrical supplier had the answers, not the irrigation companies. One company set me on hold, another refused to return my calls (3), and others just didn't know.
I have a customer asking about the use of single phase wind energy for 3 phase use. Electricity is energy and can be converted to what is needed. Simple.
Warm day. Got some progress in getting the engine into the caravan. Feel good about that.
Takes me a bit to do things in small bits. Focus is hard. A sympton of ADD.
Still reading Amen's book on ADD.
New day
Sleep deeply, not enough. Crisp and clear mind today. Journey looks to not be effected by weather this weekend. Reading a book on marketing. Fun.
Still dreading working on a website. I can do it. Do it then.
About reading to put engine into a Caravan.
Still dreading working on a website. I can do it. Do it then.
About reading to put engine into a Caravan.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
No wind
Untypical day, got lots done without the wind boiling down my back. Still reading Dr. Amen's book on ADD. Learning the technique for breathing to relax. Used it a few times while in town today.
Finished calling my list of customers who are interested in wind generators. Exhausting having so much fun. Found a neighbor to a customer who is reaping $800 from the electric company because of excess energy his turbine is generating. Wow.
Got a new book today, Meatball Sundae, it is about marketing. Has my mind twisted. Excellent for me as I start this new company.
Will be traveling this weekend to conferences.
Has been a decent day, some energy and a lot accomplished.
Finished calling my list of customers who are interested in wind generators. Exhausting having so much fun. Found a neighbor to a customer who is reaping $800 from the electric company because of excess energy his turbine is generating. Wow.
Got a new book today, Meatball Sundae, it is about marketing. Has my mind twisted. Excellent for me as I start this new company.
Will be traveling this weekend to conferences.
Has been a decent day, some energy and a lot accomplished.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Tuesday, Jan 20
Spent 2 days burned out and not functioning because I choose to take something to personally. I also allowed the wind to be an excuse, an example of beating myself up again.
Did much better today. Worked on vehicles, had a great time on Blitz.time. Find people being a bit desparate, looking for work and attempting to sell their products to me. Not much for that.
Watched part of NCIS, news, working on computer.
Encouraged by Dr. Amen's book, Healing ADD. Find it healing and upsetting. Will continue to read it, almost finished.
Dog and I went for our walk. No slacking of on that. Cheated on my menu today, had a Coke.
Sugar is a no-no for ADD's.
Since I have cut out sugar, there is much less pain in my joints.
Time for some red grapes.
Did much better today. Worked on vehicles, had a great time on Blitz.time. Find people being a bit desparate, looking for work and attempting to sell their products to me. Not much for that.
Watched part of NCIS, news, working on computer.
Encouraged by Dr. Amen's book, Healing ADD. Find it healing and upsetting. Will continue to read it, almost finished.
Dog and I went for our walk. No slacking of on that. Cheated on my menu today, had a Coke.
Sugar is a no-no for ADD's.
Since I have cut out sugar, there is much less pain in my joints.
Time for some red grapes.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Friday, 16 Jan 09
Again am reading Amen's books on ADD and the Magnificent Mind. Overwhelms me. The info on ADD is just what my family was when growing up. ADD's like to get their stimulation by getting others to yell at them, which is what my mother and stepfather loved to do.
I grew up not knowing up or down, very instrospective, shy and depressed. I raised my children in a similar way, it scared me and still does. ADD is genetic, I equate it with autism, asperger's for sure. Now I am seeking ways to recover and enjoy the world and others.
Not a bad day, worked on replacing a Dodge Caravan engine, lots of anger and cussing. It is unbelieveable what I run into that keeps things from being simple. Ran into a rounded off bolt that covered up another bolt I needed to get to. Sawed it off with a sawsall, then slowly took the other bolt out. The engine came apart.
Now I need to take the radiator out and lose the AC cause of the way it is hooked up and made.
What a trip. Almost there though.
Talked to nice people on Blitz.time today. I always like that.
I grew up not knowing up or down, very instrospective, shy and depressed. I raised my children in a similar way, it scared me and still does. ADD is genetic, I equate it with autism, asperger's for sure. Now I am seeking ways to recover and enjoy the world and others.
Not a bad day, worked on replacing a Dodge Caravan engine, lots of anger and cussing. It is unbelieveable what I run into that keeps things from being simple. Ran into a rounded off bolt that covered up another bolt I needed to get to. Sawed it off with a sawsall, then slowly took the other bolt out. The engine came apart.
Now I need to take the radiator out and lose the AC cause of the way it is hooked up and made.
What a trip. Almost there though.
Talked to nice people on Blitz.time today. I always like that.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
autism
I am currently reading Daniel Amen's books. I enjoy the concept of using SPECT scans to diagonose brain working for biological malfuntioning before beginning some off the cuft meds or trial and error method.
Also have found Daniel Goleman's books on Emotional Intelligence and Social Intelligence rewarding. His comment and research show that autism is based in the first 24 months of a baby's life as coming from how the family interacts with the child. Anotherwords if a family has poor social interactions with each other, a child's neral genes are never turned on, therefore the child develops autism.
Take a look at this material, you will like it.
Also have found Daniel Goleman's books on Emotional Intelligence and Social Intelligence rewarding. His comment and research show that autism is based in the first 24 months of a baby's life as coming from how the family interacts with the child. Anotherwords if a family has poor social interactions with each other, a child's neral genes are never turned on, therefore the child develops autism.
Take a look at this material, you will like it.
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